to come to a conclusion on what i want. im really picky with everything when i go thrift store shopping i leave with nothing simply because i don’t know what looks good, but i shouldn’t care! right? i should get what i like and looks cute. damn it lol and its the same way when i draw. im so picky at what i want. and in the end i have nothing. ugh. oh well. i need to learn. that i shouldn’t care at all.
“I learned that dreams don’t work without action. I learned that no one could stop me but me. I learned that love is stronger than hate. And most important, I learned that God, does exist. He and/or she, is right inside you. Underneath the pain, the sorrow, and the shame.”
I don’t really know how to bring it up, but I’m just way too depressed to go out. I feel like a fish would in a blender. Everyone is just pushing me to the edge, and most of the time they don’t even need to say anything for them to belittle me in some way. I’ve stopped at publix on the way home to…