watching lizzy maguire while listing to shinytoy guns and talking to my best friend while on deviant art. i have a small headache and i started to paint this morning, but got pissed and frustraded and didnt know what to paint. so i stoped. ugh took a shower. i wanna paint but ugh i dont know what to do grrrrrrr lol i wanna escape to a large medow of flowers and just lay on the soft grass looking up into the sky and gental winds blowing. just to relax…and escape..