December 2009
My Obsession
of becoming plastic. was over. but now.. i want to finish it. 2010 is the year i become Cold, shiny, hard plastic i know it wont last long. but. i just that inspiration i need to change myself to become what i want i’ll still be myself… hopefully.
i want to do somthing crazy
i want to, bleach half my hair white. so it would be half white and black. just to do it and see how i look.
Ive been a
bitch. and at this point i dont care. i feel that u will never get it through ur head. u have failed a couple of times. and they say that u learn from ur mistakes, but i feel that u havent learned anything and that makes me a heartless bitch. you said that u dont care anymore about yourself and that makes my skin crawl its very pathetic. you can call me a hypocrite. and i feel like u have givin up...
Shit
Just hit the fan.
All i have to say is.
SHIT is going to hit the fan.
pick singers/bands that spell out your name;
jadedjulian:
viashirley:
taiseokyo:
Jonas Brothers Uffie Lady Gaga Imogen Heap Alicia Keys Nicki Minaj
Feist Rihanna Afi Ne-yo Kanye west Lindsay lohan (yes she sings. i have both of her cds..and been waiting for her 3rd one but that bitch is to busy doing crack <3) Iggy pop Nickelback
i still cant get over. how you could just stop. like.. it was so random. and really rude. and UGH you BITCH!
1 tag
ive been listening to
to Metric (albums) -Fantasies -Drow up and blow away -Live it out -Old world underground i love them oh so much.
back
from running. and took a shower ate dinner. and now im ready to color my tattoo design.
so i think with the $ i got for X-mas
i should get my permit (i know its sad. im 18 and i dont have my permit…I DONT LIKE CARS AND DRIVING AND SUCH…) and then like….the next day or the same day get my licence… and then force someone to hire me and yeah and….. save the rest for my tat..or car insurance…lmao or a piercing… idk….
I
Like men. who have a booty <3
At this very moment. i want to rip the paint of my walls with my bare nails till they bleed. throw things out my window eat glass, and feel it cutting the inside of my throat. gasping for air, blasting out BMTH till my ear drums explode slap on some make up and ware 10 inch heels. ….lmao